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2 little money ...and I wish I could sell some art.(All in the holiday rythme) I'm looking to sell 1 large canvas for a mosque I've been working on this one for 13 year.  On and Off. So it ain't going to be cheap or a charity.  I miss holidays I haven't had a real holiday since 2000.  Just worked and suffered like a dog for 14 1/2 years.  Till I was constructively dismissed from my previous career all the while suffering from Kidney disease and finally Kidney failure and removal.  The management of the company didn't feel I had a career so they just dissolved my position from the company and made me a laborer after being a manager.  There are some real evil fucks out there and they are in so much trouble in the next life they have no clue to their soullessness.  I'm spending the rest of my life praying for Justice cause I'm not in a position to bring it about myself but when I am before the creator and I am asked to make a decision against my abusers I won't put my thumb down....oh NOooooo! I will make a circle with my left hand and make the fuck motion with my middle right finger!  Happy Fucking Holidays in the next life! I miss holidays.  Our Family used to go to the U.S. coast for summer holidays during July 4. Washington and Oregon. The fire works displays the Americans do are very impressive.  The coast line so beautiful, I pray for the oceans.  I wonder if volcanic ash could de-acidify them? We have so much infrastructure to dump waste into them, why can't there be infrastructure built to clean and prevent waste into the oceans.  Starting with North America this should be Geo-engineering scientists highest priority!  Well it's been a few months since my last entry...How am I?  Living life on the edge...month to month.  Have the occasional angry outburst and panic attacks.  Living like a starving artist, that's for sure! Just can't seem to get things done.  I do believe the pills I am taking are helping me or I would have done myself in already.  The only time I get a spurt of creative energy is after a Cannabis injection. I don't trust the medical system....majority of Dr's I've had are real A holes also Most the psychiatrists I've seen seem crazier than me.  Must say some those meetings I come away from feeling discriminated by their bad behavior to my being a Sufi Muslim.  The shrink I got now is a super intelligent and caring person.  At least I hope so, I am suffering from PTS from all the abuse I've had lately.  The long summer heat isn't helping. Too bad I'm stuck inside the "Awt...Ouse". Waiting from the medical system to find out if I can receive a Kidney transplant from my brother.    He's an awesome Red Neck and he's earning a great deed!  He had decide a couple of months ago to donate one.  I should paint something for him...that's my next project! after I finish a few others I've already start.  It's imperative that I finish all the projects I already started on or I'll never get them done. My bro is a plumber/pipe fitter/ boiler maker he is smart to learn a trade. Sometimes I wish I had quit High School at grade 10 and become a Plumber.  I would of had and easier prosperous life but no I had to go Art school.  Idiot!
2 little money ...and I wish I could sell some art.(All in the holiday rythme) I'm looking to sell 1 large canvas for a mosque I've been working on this one for 13 year.  On and Off. So it ain't going to be cheap or a charity.  I miss holidays I haven't had a real holiday since 2000.  Just worked and suffered like a dog for 14 1/2 years.  Till I was constructively dismissed from my previous career all the while suffering from Kidney disease and finally Kidney failure and removal.  The management of the company didn't feel I had a career so they just dissolved my position from the company and made me a laborer after being a manager.  There are some real evil fucks out there and they are in so much trouble in the next life they have no clue to their soullessness.  I'm spending the rest of my life praying for Justice cause I'm not in a position to bring it about myself but when I am before the creator and I am asked to make a decision against my abusers I won't put my thumb down....oh NOooooo! I will make a circle with my left hand and make the fuck motion with my middle right finger!  Happy Fucking Holidays in the next life! I miss holidays.  Our Family used to go to the U.S. coast for summer holidays during July 4. Washington and Oregon. The fire works displays the Americans do are very impressive.  The coast line so beautiful, I pray for the oceans.  I wonder if volcanic ash could de-acidify them? We have so much infrastructure to dump waste into them, why can't there be infrastructure built to clean and prevent waste into the oceans.  Starting with North America this should be Geo-engineering scientists highest priority!  Well it's been a few months since my last entry...How am I?  Living life on the edge...month to month.  Have the occasional angry outburst and panic attacks.  Living like a starving artist, that's for sure! Just can't seem to get things done.  I do believe the pills I am taking are helping me or I would have done myself in already.  The only time I get a spurt of creative energy is after a Cannabis injection. I don't trust the medical system....majority of Dr's I've had are real A holes also Most the psychiatrists I've seen seem crazier than me.  Must say some those meetings I come away from feeling discriminated by their bad behavior to my being a Sufi Muslim.  The shrink I got now is a super intelligent and caring person.  At least I hope so, I am suffering from PTS from all the abuse I've had lately.  The long summer heat isn't helping. Too bad I'm stuck inside the "Awt...Ouse". Waiting from the medical system to find out if I can receive a Kidney transplant from my brother.    He's an awesome Red Neck and he's earning a great deed!  He had decide a couple of months ago to donate one.  I should paint something for him...that's my next project! after I finish a few others I've already start.  It's imperative that I finish all the projects I already started on or I'll never get them done. My bro is a plumber/pipe fitter/ boiler maker he is smart to learn a trade. Sometimes I wish I had quit High School at grade 10 and become a Plumber.  I would of had and easier prosperous life but no I had to go Art school.  Idiot!

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Brandzai Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for faving my Kawanishi N1K1/2 :)
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WideFoot Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for faving my work!  I'm glad you like my Trek Ships.  
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beltminer Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2015
Thanks so much for the favs and the watch.
Means a lot to me.
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Guilhem-Bedos Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Cheers for the faving  =}
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GaryWakefield Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh man! thank you.  It's been like 10 months since I got a post!
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Guilhem-Bedos Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
You're very welcome  :)

And thanks again for the new favorite...  ;)
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LifeIsARazorBlade Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2014
Here cometh posts...
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GaryWakefield Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Wow, the posts are overwhelming me....beginning to wonder if I'm really connected to the internet or if this is all some monitored matrix cell.  Time for a chemical lobotomy...puff puff pass.
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LifeIsARazorBlade Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2015
lol
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PearlMuslimah Featured By Owner May 31, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the fav!
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